Church tomorrow, for me, will be in the mountains. I have got to get out of here. I have got to clear my head. No more smoldering asphalt and always slow drivers when I’m running late. No more buzzes and pings from my phone. Mindless matters demanding my attention.
I need to feel His presence. I need to converse with Him. I need to know that I am okay. I need to refocus.
All I see here is the never ending list of things I need to do. None of which take priority over Him. I don’t know how people live like this. It definitely is not for me. I am going to live like this for a while, because I need to, but I will always be searching for peace, searching in every little crevice to find it.
I don’t like having to fight this hard to make the Savior my priority. I want church back. I want the temple back. Just the same, I will do what I have to do. If I have to fight and drive to the mountains to make it happen, then I will.
He is the Light.
Forever grateful to know Him.
