Life has been weird for me over the past 6 months or so. So many changes and things I’ve had to adjust to that I just didn’t ever foresee. These last handful of weeks, however, I have found myself smoothing back into a groove. I have felt so much happiness, freedom, and grace again that I feel I have been able to come back into my own. I know I have said it before, but there is peace in letting go. God really is at the helm. When I learn to believe that and trust in Him, my life improves exponentially. Peace grows, which gives space to happiness, which gives space to better health … and so forth.
I know that my Heavenly Father is aware of me. He has been urging me for a really long time to let go of all of the other stuff and simply stay close to Him. As I take steps to change my heart, to put Him at the forefront of it, my life brightens in ways that are hard for me to explain. I just know that life is better this way. I have goals for myself again. I have hobbies again – growing flowers again, writing etc. . . and I am excited about life again. It makes me smile.
Forever grateful for His love and mercy.