I have been working on a book lately, and today, as I battle my own demons, I find it a little comical at how much I need my own advice: “Keep a soft heart.”
Those words ring true deep inside of me as, once again, I pray to my loving Heavenly Father and plead for His help in doing so. I don’t want to be angry. I really don’t. And I don’t want to hurt or foster resentment. I would rather just walk away. I don’t need answers. I don’t need explanations. I just need peace, and I know that is found in Him, my redeeming Savior, Jesus Christ.
His loving guidance has shown me the significance of choice in my life, of intentional living each day. I struggle with it, for sure, but I know what I am meant to do. If only my vision was as clear as His, then my wanderings would be far less.
I am so super grateful for His patience in me and my struggles. I certainly tire at falling to my knees and asking forgiveness for once again being here in this same situation that stalls my progress and work I am intended to do, with these same feelings of hurt and despair, but know that He does not tire at receiving me in this state with open arms and never failing love.
Forever grateful!
