I have been unsettled lately and I’m not really sure why. Maybe I am scared? What if I’m wrong? What if I screw it up? What if it hurts too much? What if I don’t remember how to love the way I need to? What if I can’t be vulnerable when I need to? What if I am too stubborn? What if I am too insecure? What if I am too immature? What if I am not kind enough and gentle enough? I’m just scared.
I want to surrender it all and move forward in hope. I have been there before. I know it is there. When I lay aside my fear and allow The Spirit into my heart instead, that is what I feel; I feel hope. I feel courage and desire to try. I know that is my path. I know that is where ultimate happiness is.
My loving Savior has prepared a way, all I have to do is walk it. As I lay my fears at His feet and tell Him I am scared, the words, “Don’t be scared” enter my mind and I am flooded with a moment of that happiness. Again, I am reminded, All is well. Move forward in faith.
Forever grateful!
